MARQUISE SYNSTER PATTERSON

"living in a home that your doubt built(intro)"

2011-02-25T11:17:00.000-08:00

as the world spins

as the wind blows

new chapters begin

and my confidence grows

you say i cant reach the top

you said i'd crash and burn

the expectations never drop

and the lessons you never learn

tell me i cant make it

and i'll prove you wrong

i'm getting better so face it

and you knew it all along

you cannot bring me down.....

"another story about a lying bitch"

2011-02-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

as i sit in the room

that we once shared

before we have reached our doom

before you pretended to care

i open the dresser

where your clothes used to be

i could say im feeling better

but i just feel empty...

we fight, we yell

but i never could tell

if we were serious in the first place

we laugh, we cry

and i cant seem to understand why

i still dream of your face

i still hear your voice

i still speak your name

you left by choice

so why do i feel the shame?

i never asked for you to go

i loved you with my heart and soul

when i thought that i was through

i found a picture of you....

we fight, we yell

b ut i could never tell

if we were serious in the first place

we laugh, we cry

and i cant seem to understand why

i still dream of your face...

just let me go..

just let me go

as i sit in this room

that we both shared

before we reached our doom

when you actually cared

the only thing i miss is hearing you cry

2011-02-24T15:45:00.000-08:00

why is it that you haunt me

am i forever a prisoner in your mind

i'm trying to break free

but you wont let me leave you behind

it all blew up in smoke

all of my dreams of you

i cut your rope

the moment i said i was done with you..

go waste someone else's time

with your lies

you'd never get the chance to be mine

i gave you too many tries

and everytime it turned out the same

so dont expect me to play the game...

(expect me to play the game)

your stories never add up

the truth seems to always unfold

so of course i gave up

and its because of you that i turned cold

but it all blew up in your face

i came back stronger

the memories have been replaced

i miss you no longer...

go waste someone else's time

with your lies

you'd never get the chance to be mine

i gave you too many tries

and everytime it turned out the same

so dont expect me to play the game...

(expect me to play the game)

go waste , go waste.... someone else's time

it's obvious you're not worth mine

you have fire in your eyes

i have ice in my heart

it feels good to no longer cry

and to see you fall apart...

i dont ask for anything, they just give me what i need

2011-02-24T14:12:00.000-08:00

i think of my old memories
and the man i used to be
way before the misery
that consumes me.
fake smiles and silent cries
from sundown to sunrise
i never asked to be this way
i only asked to live another day...

it's not the sun doesnt shine on me
i block myself from it's light
just to prove that i can see
and make my way through the night
i always thought if i depend on nothing
i'd get no disappointment in return
but eventually we all need something
and now its my turn..

life has never been my best friend
it usually left me high and dry
and who am i to pretend
that i understand why
i'm so complicated
i prefer t be alone
sick and frustrated
my heart turns to stone...

it's not the sun doesnt shine on me

i block myself from it's light

just to prove that i can see

and make my way through the night

i always thought if i depend on nothing

i'd get no disappointment in return

but eventually we all need something

and now its my turn..